Via Hello, Beautiful.
just gonna say this: if someone has social anxiety and they ask you something akin to ‘are you mad at me’ or ‘do you hate me’, it isn’t because they don’t trust you, it’s because their brain literally tells them that all the time
it’s not a personal slight, it’s insecurity caused by mental illness
Suspense never builds as I long for answers
Never making eye contact as I wait for nothing
My strive, my determination, withering as though it were a flower without its replenishments
What has drained me of my will to live with purpose? Was it my own doing?
A spectator of my own degradation
An outlier in the way of progression
What the hell happened to me?
It feels as if I will never see
See myself as being worthy
Welcome to my world of pity
I’ve wounded those who meant the world
Inflicting pain and sorrow, self abuse, I’m sorry, little girl
So gentle, so weak. My sword was to never become unsheathed.
And I’m sorry that it was double sided.
For fans of: A Day to Remember, Chunk! No, Captain Chunk!, Counterparts, Of Mice & Men, Woe, is Me, Pierce the Veil, and anyone else similar to those bands!
My band “The Greenery Commons" just released our debut EP for FREE on BandCamp! Visit the link above to download it for free and check us out on Facebook and give us a like! Thank you all so much! We worked really hard on this!
High school is over.